Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Fear and procrastination

I have difficulty doing things that make me nervous or scared. And I get scared of the dumbest things. Like talking to somebody about something I don't know much about - eg, insurance cover. So I tend to procrastinate about it.

This is not a good characteristic of someone with responsibility to make things happen. Today, I have tried to be more action-focused and not to put off things that need doing. I'm helped by seeing people who are good at making things happen, like Tim. And today, I think I've been moderately successful.

On another note - I am loving our flat. It's like a whole new world after my perception of the barrenness of life in the other one. And every day, I get to walk beside a lovely beach.

Blessings abound.